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To all who are here in this World who will go on with faith that Ernie
is here, yet he is not.
In this time of experiencing feelings of loss and holding to the memories
of Grandfather who we have come to love and who has made up a part of our
life, we must allow this journey to be even more joyous than any he has
made before.
We cannot chart this voyage for him and cannot go with him. This is
of his own choice and must be of the most intimate and private place with
Great Spirit.
We will remember that even as he has gone forward without us he holds
a part of us as we do him. We live inside each other now. Closer than ever
possible when he walked among us as a name and form.
That part of us that looks out from our eyes, the windows of our souls
into the world is still with him as always and will be forever.
So while today and the days ahead we will share tears, they are simply
the waters of our Spirits that will nurture
the seed of his new birth.
Our tears and the water on our Altars will assist him as he moves through
the passages between the worlds.
We will love each other here as he demonstrated. We will tell his stories
often and he will live through them into the lives of our children.
Now he will become one with the Sun birthing us each morning.
He will always be a mighty warrior guarding us while we are in our sacred
lodges, sharing all the wondrous things and visitors who come by as he
waits for us, as he has so often on Ceremonial Hill.
He will always take his place in our Circle as he has become one with
us here.
He will guide our hearts and hands as we reach out to heal and assist
our relations in the Clinic he birthed in our Village with his seed money
and teachings.
He will sing and chant with us as always, now as the feathered ones
fly overhead or sit in a nearby branch.
He will provide you always a place as you lay upon the grassy lands.
And he will walk throughout your seasons as gentle falling leaves. Charming
us as only he could do with colors of brilliance that can only slightly
compare to his own.
He will see you, as you shed your layers of disbelief, when the Winter
blanket of White melts, and under the remnants of snow, the twinkle of
his eyes will come again in the new Spring flowers.
He will be in the Mists as Spirit comes to be with us here, and sleeps
in our valleys and hill tops.
He will comfort us as he dries our tears as the wind moves over our
faces. He will talk to us if we will listen when the Winds move around
us.
In the peak of Summer when the abundance hangs heavy on the trees he
will show us his faith in the fruits of our vision and each rain drop will
be his encouraging us to go on.
He will be the whispering silence in our nights, letting us know how
thin the veil of the worlds are.
"Never give up," he said sitting next to me after a Council Circle once
when I was not sure the People could go further. "I am here now to help
you. I will show you how we can do this." He said, "Never let the fires
of hope and peace be put out with doubt and the lack of vision from those
who would try to discredit you and the People. You are a strong and good
People. I have never met People so willing to work and give as much as
you here. Such Love as I have found in you and Janet, I never believed
in all my years I would find it." He came forward with seed money immediately
and pledged part of his fees for treatments to funding the building of
the Clinic.
His long life was the example he leaves us of what determination can
do and the extent of his abilities to heal.
For Janet I would like to say, he has left in you his very best. Which
for us is something rare and good. He will truly be thought of always,
with great respect and appreciation, and we are the better for sharing
what time we have had with him.
May you all heal your sense of loss and carry the torch of his wisdom
all the days of your life.
I will serve him in The Singing Over and ask that all spend some time
each sunset to send your voices in prayer to keep him moving to the light
of Yunsai and the Pure Lands. Hold not to thoughts that would wish him
here. He is as we all will one time be in and of the Creator, and all is
at peace and harmony.
Those who are broken that do not know and live empty will say he is
no more, he is dead. Those who have been touched in their lives by Spirit
will say, "See there in the West the Eagle flies toward the Sun, A Warrior
is going home!"
This one known to the People as Pa'Ris'Ha sends a Song and Spirit will
know her words and he returns to where he began.
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"If this invisible germ of life in the grain of wheat can
thus pass unimpaired through three thousand resurrections, I shall not
doubt that my soul has the power to clothe itself with a new body, suited
to its new existence, when this earthly frame has crumbled into dust."
William Jennings Bryan
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